Wishful
thinking...That is what people say when I think about if you love me. Longing
for the day when I am not afraid to say I love you and people not behind my
back saying what an idiot I am. Sometimes I even ask myself if I am stupid to
love someone like you. I drive myself crazy at nights asking the same
question......"Does she Love me?"
What
is love? I will never know, may be if I were to meet a woman who has a strong
liking for me, someone who views me as a love one and also a friend. maybe then
I will feel a strange feeling in my body that I can't explain or even a
electrifying feeling rushes through my body when I look in to her eyes. But
without finding this woman I will never know what love is.
Do
you have a boyfriend? The answer I got was no. I found it so hard to believe.
But maybe I should just take urn word for it. That loveable smile hypnotize my
mind making me powerless to resist your ever need. Those eyes when I look into
them they send me on a rollercoaster ride that leaves me yarning to hold and
caress your body so gently. Those r some of the reasons y I don’t believe u
because u r oh so divined.
You got me blushing and lusting when I see your smile. It’s got me
thinking about you doing a sexy whine. Baby girl I oh so wish u were mine. Your
face your shape got y mind in a knot. Oh girl I love you allot. That glair in
your eyes really blows my mind. The way you move the way you grove sends my
body in to over-drive you got my hormones rushing up and down, for every touch
you give there is a reaction. You make me complete so BABYGIRL PLZ don’t
CHEAT!!!!!!!!!
Like an actor playing a role in this love scene. Everything is like
fiction nothing is real all these stage props all theses fakes’ kisses and fake
promises got me going crazy, wondering why I am doing this love scene wishing
to retire from this acting job called love. Hoping it all would change. Then I
met you....Wonderful you....you opened my eyes to reality taught me the meaning
of love. You gave me the strength to quiet the acting job and move on to the
real thing and that is how to love in real life.